stuck in the past - hindering my present - affecting my future .
im in a predicament , and im forced to live with it . i cud easily play the victim , or i cud move on . im sick of myself complaining about something that i cnt change , its not fair to me . almost every aspect of my live has been affected by these past few months . im stressing over people who hate me & someone who doesnt even acknowledge my existence anymore . im not going to beg . i cnt force anybody to do anything . the only thing i can do is be positive . be positive for my future endeavors that lie ahead , whatever they may be . ima make positivity part of my new swag ; no more walking around lethargically & apathetically , kus i refuse to be that person anymore . & i also refuse to take the blame for things i ddnt do . i gotta look out for #1 nowadays ; stop dwelling on events that inevitably led to my downfall . but everything happens for a reason right ? Welcome Back Joey .
This is beautiful.
ReplyDeleteNot because it was perfectly written, or because you used beautiful language
beautiful because of its purpose.
beautiful because your letting go of your own pain, and letting go of a life you didn't want to live..and now you are determined to have something better.
live better.
be better.
because your choosing to create your own change.
and that Joey, is beautiful.
-parlezlavie.
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ReplyDeletethis weekend didn't appear to be a good one for you. I'm not quite sure what happened, but I just wanted to encourage you that this too will pass. Do not foget the obstacles that you have already overcome- and don't let anything or anyone hold you back from your breakthrough.
I believe in you ;]
parlezlavie.