Train Wreck .
Rewind : August 13, 2009
Anonymous: i think that one of my greatest friends in the whole world even though he doesnt believe it is joey
Fast-Forward : September 30, 2009
Anonymous: it seems like yu've picked yur boat & unfortunately im not on tht one . . . but if yu'd like to leave as is & walk away then , even though it'll hurt me , i'll respect yur decision & move on
" Some love was long gone
But we still try to make a way .
Headed in the wrong direction
But goin' hard anyway .
We should have stopped at the next stop
Before we had a head on collision .
We're movin , movin on a train ,
Goin', goin' miles away
(from home , from home)
Saying bye to yesterday .
We're running , running from the pain ,
Hopin' we don't go in insane .
I heard the crash ,
I saw the fire ,
I held my chest ,
It was a mess .
We tried to prevent it ,
Our hearts were to deep in it .
We had a train wreck ;
We couldn't prevent it ."
But we still try to make a way .
Headed in the wrong direction
But goin' hard anyway .
We should have stopped at the next stop
Before we had a head on collision .
We're movin , movin on a train ,
Goin', goin' miles away
(from home , from home)
Saying bye to yesterday .
We're running , running from the pain ,
Hopin' we don't go in insane .
I heard the crash ,
I saw the fire ,
I held my chest ,
It was a mess .
We tried to prevent it ,
Our hearts were to deep in it .
We had a train wreck ;
We couldn't prevent it ."
-------------------- August 13, 2009 10:53 pm --------------------
Anonymous: i think that one of my greatest friends in the whole world even though he doesnt believe it is joey
Anonymous: yu may ask why
Anonymous: frankly i do & i dnt kno why but let me elaborate
Anonymous: i do cuz hes been there for me from the start
Anonymous: wen i mean the start i mean the start . wayy back in freshman year
Anonymous: i always considered him my bestfriend cuz hes the one person that i feel the most comfortable with
Anonymous: i can jus be me
Anonymous: & not jus a portion of me like everybody sees
Anonymous: i have crazy big ideas & plans which succeed & fail
Anonymous: my happiest moments i tld him about them , he was the first to kno
Anonymous: all my dilemmas & everything it was him
Anonymous: & i still feel that til this day
Anonymous: hes my best friend
Anonymous: & i want him to be that way for the rest of my life
Anonymous: hes the only person that i dnt mind hitting up & i mean that literally
Anonymous: ____ i cnt do that
Anonymous: ____ def not
Anonymous: i can wit ___ but its not that same yu kno , me & him have a stronger bond
Anonymous: thats why i dnt want him to be sad
Anonymous: cuz he doesnt deserve to be
Anonymous: hes the greatest person i kno & i love him wit all my heart
Anonymous: so i want him to take the initiative to do what im doing
Anonymous: deciding on having a happier life
Anonymous: not only that but the attitude im taking on life
Anonymous: i hope he reads all of this so that he knows he has options
Anonymous: dnt isolate yurself
Anonymous: its not a good feeling
Anonymous: i want him to feel like he can tell me the world & more
Anonymous: so there
Anonymous: thats how i feel & i meant every last word
and finally , things boiled over ; in a sort of Anti-Climactic way .
-------------------- September 30, 2009 --------------------
[22:42] Anonymous: out of the group , im basically the only one thts yur friend
[22:42] Anonymous: & idk yu've been different lately
[22:52] Anonymous: thts what happened to yu & ____
[22:53] Anonymous: i dnt want tht to happen to yu & me cuz we've been friends for what 3 years now & yu've become one of my personal closest friends but lately it doesnt seem tht way
[22:53] Anonymous: i kno yu got yur issues & i support yu & try to help yu but yur fckkn shiett up for yurself .
[22:57] Anonymous: it seems like yu've picked yur boat & unfortunately im not on tht one
[22:57] Anonymous: i love yu , of course i do , i always have but this shiett needs to stop
[23:00] Anonymous: & if our relationship goes down the tube , its not gonna be my fault cuz im tryna fix this
[23:03] Anonymous: the tribe is still hea but yur somewea else
[23:05] Anonymous: i feel like yur hiding behind all this pain tht yu feel & not dealing with it , bringing on this new persona , this new personality
[23:08] Anonymous: but if yu'd like to leave as is & walk away then , even though it'll hurt me , i'll respect yur decision & move on
" If you ever see her ,
If you ever meet her ,
If you ever get the chance to sit down,
talk to her ;
Let her know it's so cold .
It's so cold ,
Here without her .
And tell her I miss her ,
Tell her I need her ,
Tell her I want her ,
I really want her , to come back home ,
back to keep me warm .
Tell her I'm sorry , I'm really sorry .
Can you forgive me ?
Please forgive me .
And come back home ,
keep me safe and warm . "
If you ever meet her ,
If you ever get the chance to sit down,
talk to her ;
Let her know it's so cold .
It's so cold ,
Here without her .
And tell her I miss her ,
Tell her I need her ,
Tell her I want her ,
I really want her , to come back home ,
back to keep me warm .
Tell her I'm sorry , I'm really sorry .
Can you forgive me ?
Please forgive me .
And come back home ,
keep me safe and warm . "
“ Missing someone gets easier everyday . Because , even though it is one day further from the last time you spoke with each other , it is one day closer to the next time you will . ”
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