im done .

stuck in the past - hindering my present - affecting my future .

im in a predicament , and im forced to live with it . i cud easily play the victim , or i cud move on . im sick of myself complaining about something that i cnt change , its not fair to me . almost every aspect of my live has been affected by these past few months . im stressing over people who hate me & someone who doesnt even acknowledge my existence anymore . im not going to beg . i cnt force anybody to do anything . the only thing i can do is be positive . be positive for my future endeavors that lie ahead , whatever they may be . ima make positivity part of my new swag ; no more walking around lethargically & apathetically , kus i refuse to be that person anymore . & i also refuse to take the blame for things i ddnt do . i gotta look out for #1 nowadays ; stop dwelling on events that inevitably led to my downfall . but everything happens for a reason right ? Welcome Back Joey .